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Brand New Heathens Ink Covers, PLUS the Box Set is LIIIIIVE!!!
Get the box set NOW! Love, Pain, and Ink. The men of Heathens Ink Tattoo Studio have a lot to work through, but they always do it together. Rescue Me- Screams, and blood, and tragedy haunt my dreams. I’m alive and I owe it all to the gorgeous former marine who refused to leave me […]
Valentine’s Inc.
With Valentine’s Day coming up, a group of 10 authors (including myself) got together to write a fun series centered around a dating app/escort service called Valentine’s Inc. A couple of the books are already out and many more are on pre-order, check them out!Kiss and Run by K.M.NeuholdComing Thursday January 24thBlurb:I always bolt after a hookup, so why can’t I stop messaging Oliver for seconds…and thirds… Austin I should’ve thrown the invitation to my ex’s wedding straight into the trash. Who gets married on Valentine’s Day anyway? Gross. When my best friend does me a solid by getting me a date through Valentine’s Inc. dating service, the last person I expect to show up on my doorstep is the vibrant man with the lace panties and a belly button ring who I hooked up with and ghosted six months earlier. But the more time I spend with Oliver, the more I find myself craving his presence. Normally, I’d kiss and run, but I’m dying to see where things might go.Oliver I don’t like schedules or expectations. I live for the sheer experience of each day. And if there’s anyone who could use a good dose of my carefree philosophy, it’s Austin. I didn’t expect to see him again after he disappeared off the hookup app, but the chance to be his fake boyfriend for his ex-boyfriend’s wedding is way too much fun to pass up, especially since I’m getting paid for it. Neither of us are looking for serious, but that doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy a little fun before he bolts again.***This is a 30k low angst, high heat novella***Book 1:Kiss Me Like You Mean It by Jacki James:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MM18VW7/Book 2:Kiss Off by Michelle Frost:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MFQCHJL/Book 3:Kissing The Teacher by Nora Phoenix: http://mybook.to/KissingTeacherBook 4:Kiss and Run by K.M. Neuhold: mybook.to/Vdayinc4Book 5:Color My Kiss by Michele Notaro: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07M7DTFXJ/Book 6:Kissing Our Loves by Sammi Cee:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MLWVMYJ/Book 7:Kissing Booth by Pandora Pine:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MQ6875Y/Book 8:Kiss Me Tomorrow by Ashe Winters:https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07M7G1MHV/Book 9:Kissed in Paradise by Crystal Lacy: https://www.amazon.com/dp/B07MW55R72Book 10:Kissing Lessons by Brittany Cournoyer:
Falling In Puppy Love
Falling In Puppy LoveI want to start out by telling you that less than a year ago, I was as vanilla as they come when it came to what I liked to read about. I was one of those unfortunate people who got a bit scared away from the idea of BDSM in books by…well, I’m sure you can guess which book . I was quite happy going about my life reading vanilla love stories, and then M.A. Innes happened. I can’t remember at this point what made me curious to read some of the more taboo types of kink M.A. writes about, but I found myself curious. That was how I fell down the puppy play rabbit hole. To say I never thought about puppy play before this is an understatement. I knew it existed, I’ve seen the HBO documentaries about people’s “strange” sex lives. But it wasn’t something I’d given any more thought to than that. As I started reading puppy play stories, my eyes were completely opened to a different kind of D/s relationship than I’d ever known existed. Of course, there ARE some darker puppy play stories too, but the ones I found myself obsessed with were the sweet and fluffy stories. The thought of a gentle, caring Dom cuddling, playing, and loving his pup was almost too much for my squishy heart to take. I know for some people, puppy play is just too “out there” to wrap their heads around, but, to me there’s nothing sweeter than this kink. When I think about puppy play, there are two things that speak to me the most—aside from the super sweet Dom, of course. First, I think back to being a kid. I can’t be the only one who spent most of my childhood running around on my hands and knees, insisting I was various kinds of animals, right? It’s that moment of freedom, of not having any responsibilities or worries, of simply playing. When you think of it in those terms, it’s not so hard to relate to, is it? Second, is the ability to touch and be touched without the expectations of sex. Sex is great, but sometimes simply cuddling for hours can restore your soul in ways sex can’t. Sure, some puppy play is sexual, but there’s also the aspect of it where the Master and pup aren’t focused purely on getting off, like other forms of D/s can tend to revolve around, it’s just about being together and relaxing. When I decided to finally dive in and write my own puppy play, I wanted it to be something people new to reading the kink wouldn’t feel too intimidated by, while also being something appealing to puppy play experts. Lars and Jonah spoke to me on a deep level, as a couple who have been together for a decade and are comfortable with their mostly vanilla sex life. When Jonah discovers puppy play, he’s terrified Lars won’t be up for exploring it with him, but he also can’t shake his new-found desire. I think even if puppy play isn’t your thing, this story is relatable to anyone who has been with a partner long-term. It can be scary and difficult at times to bring up new things to try in the bedroom for fear your partner won’t be interested or they’ll interpret your new needs as a failure on their part. The way Lars and Jonah explore this new side of their relationship together is fun, sweet, and very steamy. If you want to check out my first foray into puppy play you can get it here by clicking the button below!And I can say without a doubt that now that puppy play has sunk its teeth into me, I WILL be writing many more in the future.
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Interviews with Downward Spiral
This Interview took place on November 10 at Lando Meyers’ Manhattan penthouse. His home was strikingly similar to Lincoln’s which I visited the week prior— expensive furniture, Downward Spiral paraphernalia. Unlike Lincoln, Lando had sheets of music and notebooks full of lyrics spread out on a desk in his living room, his bass guitar not far away. I asked for a sneak peek into some of his songs that are still a work in progress, but was predictably shut down in a polite manner. The interview was conducted on Lando’s couch where he sat with his bass guitar in his lap and occasionally strummed when a question seemed to take a lot of thought or made him uncomfortable. As mysterious as Lincoln Miller was, Lando struck me as a man with a lot more beneath the surface than he was willing to let show during our brief time together. — Thomas RileyLincoln told me about how the band was started years ago. But tell me, are you all still as close as you were back in high school?I love my bandmates, they’re like brother’s to me. I’m not going to pretend that after months on the road together, crammed into a bus, smelling each other’s feet we don’t get a bit fed up, but at the end of the day we’re family. We’ve all been through a lot together and we’ve formed unbreakable bonds. They’re all great guys, even when I can’t stand them. I understand while Lincoln wrote the two most popular songs in the catalogue, you’ve written all the rest. Was it always the intention you’d be the primary writer for the band?Lincoln writes when he feels particularly inspired, I write because it has to be done. One of the big sticking points when we signed with Epic was that we’d never perform songs by someone outside of the band. We wanted our songs to be personal and mean something to us. I certainly wouldn’t mind if Lincoln could manage to get inspired a little more often, but I’ll always do what’s best for the band and if that means I write almost all of our music, I’m okay with it.Your songs are full of passion and a deep longing. Where do you get the inspiration for the songs you write?Lando took a long pause after this question, seemingly lost in thought for several minutes before answering.Someone very special to me inspired almost all of my songs.There’s been a lot of speculation about your love life, you date more than any of the other band members but it never seems to stick. Are you saying there’s been someone in particular who managed to capture your heart?Ha, yeah he captured it alright. It was short lived but it left a big impression on me. There’s not much else to say about it. What’s it like to be an openly gay rock star?I’m sure it’s no different than being a straight rock star— fans throw themselves at you, propose marriage, tell you how much they love you even though they don’t know you. It’s strange and in many ways not what I expected. But it’s all worth it to get to do what I love for a living. There have been some rumors recently that the band is in a rough patch. It’s been reported Jude and Benji got into a fist fight backstage at your last show. Just last week, shortly after my interview with Lincoln, Jude was reportedly found with a prostitute. Is the situation as grave as it seems or do you think you can get through it?I wouldn’t count us out just yet. We each have our problems, but at the end of the day we’re doing what we love and we’re not going to let that slip away. How close are you to finishing your next album? Can we expect to hear new songs during your tour that starts next month?Just some fine tuning left before we can record, everything it right on track. Don’t miss Play it by Ear, releasing on July 2nd on Amazon and Kindle Unlimited!
A Sexy Nerd Boys Bonus Scene: Baby Time for Dex and Remy
Dex and Remy It’s Baby Time RemyI’ve been tossing and turning all night long, unable to get comfortable. It’s not surprising I can’t get comfortable, with my belly big enough to have its own zip code. Somehow Dex has managed to sleep through my shifting and grumbling. He’s snoring peacefully beside me, making me smile. I never thought this would be my life; nine months pregnant with a gorgeous man in my bed…and I’m happy about it! Don’t get me wrong, I’m fucking terrified. But, I’m happy too. Ridiculously happy, in fact.A sharp pain in my lower abdomen makes me gasp. My hand flies protectively to my stomach as I gasp from the sensation. After a second the pain recedes a little but doesn’t end entirely. I attempt to sit up and feel a sudden rush of wetness between my legs.What the hell? Did I just pee myself? “Dex,” I reach over and shake his shoulder, trying not to let myself panic. Is something wrong with my baby? “Dex, wake the hell up.”Dex blinks awake with confusion.“What’s up wrong?” “I don’t know, it hurts and something’s wet. Dex, I’m scared.” The words are difficult for me to admit but as the pain spikes again I can’t hide my fear. Dex sits up, suddenly wide awake, concern etched in his face. He reaches out and puts a hand on my belly, before speaking to me in a soothing tone.“Everything’s okay darlin’, take a few good deep breaths for me.” A sob escapes my throat as I try to do as Dex says, but find it nearly impossible to calm my panicked breaths. His comforting hand moves to my back and starts rubbing comforting circles. “Breathe for me, please. A few nice deep breaths,” he instructs, still calm as a damn summer day. How is he not as freaked out as I am right now? “Daddy?” Maya appears in the doorway looking sleepy and concerned. “Everything’s alright princess. I need you to be a good girl for me and go get your shoes on.” “Are you okay mommy?” Maya asks me, still standing in the doorway. I’ve finally managed to start taking deep breaths like Dex instructed, and the sound of Maya calling me ‘mommy’ spreads warmth through my chest. She started a few weeks ago, right after she started preschool and realized the other kids mostly had two parents. She came home and asked Dex if I was her mommy. He explained to her that she never lived in my tummy like the new baby does, but if she wanted to call me mommy she could because I love and take care of her like a mommy. “Maya, princess, mommy is okay. I need you to go get your shoes on because the new baby is coming now so we need to go to the hospital.”Maya complies, padding out of the room to find her shoes. “I’m having the baby now?” I ask, another shot of pain gripping me. “I think so,” Dex says before kissing my shoulder tenderly and climbing out of bed. He comes around to my side of the bed and helps me up. “I’m scared, Dex.” I admit, barely above a whisper. He gives me a sympathetic smile then smooths my hair down.“You’ve got this Rem.”I give him a skeptical look and absentmindedly rub my stomach. I’m about to push a human being out of me. What the hell was I thinking getting knocked up?“I’m going to be there with you every step of the way.”I’m still not convinced, chewing on my bottom lip.“Plus, you don’t really have a choice. Our little girl is coming right now whether you’re ready or not,” there’s a hint of amusement in his tone that actually relaxes me a little. I nod with resolve and waddle to the dresser to pull on a pair of sweatpants. Dex yanks on a pair of jeans and grabs our ‘go bag’ before ushering Maya and I out of the house.Dex calls his mom on the way to the hospital to tell her to meet us there. She’s going to pick up Maya from us and then bring her back to meet the new baby once it’s out of me. Good god, I feel like I’m about to live through a scene in Alien. “Seriously Rem, you’ve got this.” Dex puts a reassuring hand over mine.“Easy for you to say, you’re not pushing a human being out of your junk today.”Dex chuckles. “Fair enough, but I promise it’s going to be worth it.” *****Seventeen hours and a ton of cursing and sweating later our baby girl is born. When the doctor passes the wrinkly pink miracle to Dex there’s a distinct sheen of tears glistening in his eyes. He kisses her fuzzy head and whispers to her all kinds of promises about never letting anything hurt her. Then he looks up and our eyes meet, emotion wells in my chest and prickles my own eyes.“You did amazing darlin’. Are you ready to hold our little jelly bean?” I nod wordlessly, not trusting my voice at the moment. I open my arms and Dex arranges her for me. “We never did decide on a name,” Dex says, sitting beside me and gazing down at our daughter in my arms. “What about Callie?” “I like it, she looks like a Callie,” he agrees. After a few more minutes the nurse says she’s going to take Callie to the nursery so I can rest and Dex goes to get Maya and his mom. Before he leaves he kisses me hard and gives me a sneaky sort of smile I can’t decipher. Dex“Okay, princess, I think she’s waking up. You remember what you’re going to do?” I ask, kneeling down in front of Maya in the hallway outside of Remy’s hospital room. “Yes daddy,” she smiles proudly and holds her hand open to me. I take a deep breath and place the ring in her hand before turning her to face the room and waving her in. She scrambles up onto the bed as Remy blinks awake. “Hey baby girl,” she opens her arms to let Maya snuggle up to her. “Do you love me mommy?” Maya asks with her best ‘getting what she wants’ look. I do my best to keep from laughing at the blatant manipulation I’ve got my five year old daughter doing on my behalf.“Of course I love you, Maya.”“If you love me, then will you marry my daddy?” She smiles widely and opens her hand to hold the ring out to Remy. I hold my breath and step into the room, bracing for a reproach but hoping for an enthusiastic ‘yes’. Remy gasps at the sight of the ring and then looks towards me. She squints her eyes with accusation.“I believe Maya asked you a question, darlin’.”“This has to be the most Machiavellian proposal ever contrived.”“You said I couldn’t propose while you were pregnant. I respected your request,” I point out. “Now, are you going to leave my princess hanging or what?”Remy rolls her eyes but I see the hint of a smile playing at the corners of her sweet lips. “Yes, I’ll marry your manipulative yet sexy father,” she tells Maya, plucking the ring from her hand and sliding it on. Then she pulls Maya in for an embrace. “Can I get in on that?” I ask, but instead of waiting for a response I squeeze onto the bed and wrap my arms around both my girls. The timing is perfect because the nurse arrives seconds later with Callie and my world is complete. “Maya, meet your new little sister.”Maya’s eyes are wide as she gently touches Callie’s tiny hands. “I’m going to teach her so many fun things daddy.” “She’ll like that princess.” I kiss Maya, then Callie, and finally Remy. My heart is so full I feel like it might burst.“I’m really glad you stormed into my apartment that day and called me on my bullshit,” Remy whispers.“Any time my beautiful impossible girl, any time.”
Sexy Nerd Boys Bonus Scene: Asher and Eve Get Sexy
Here’s and extra for all of you Asher addicts 😉 **warning this scene contains mature content. Enjoy you dirty birdies 😉 “Wow, you must be a pretty big deal for us to get our own private tour,” Eve whispers as we follow the NASA tour guide through the nearly empty building. “I was told to make sure to give you two the royal treatment, the big boys upstairs have told me that Asher is going to be a big deal around here once he finishes his doctorate.”I blush at our tour guide’s words. On some level I still can’t believe they are impressed enough with me to really want me to join their team once my doctorate is completed. I’ve dreamed of this since I was a child. In fact, there’s not much in my life that isn’t going my way these days. I’ve got my beautiful girlfriend, my friends, and I’m well on my way to my dream career. If I was superstitious I’d be stocking up on rabbit feet to ward off any possible bad ju-ju. I mean, how much good luck can one guy have? “What’s wrong?” Eve whispers.“Nothing at all Angel. I was just wondering if we can manage to slip away from Trisha here so I can try to charm my way into your panties.”“I’m not wearing any.” Her words are like a shot of viagra, I’m just barely able to bite back a groan. “You guys are going to enjoy our next stop, it’s the flight simulator,” Trisha announces. “Awesome, can we try it out?” Eve giggles at my enthusiasm. I’m sure I sound like a kid on Christmas, but I’ve always wanted to try the flight simulator. The summer I interned here I never got around to giving it a go. “Only if you promise not to tell anyone I let you, that piece of equipment is worth millions.”“Deal,” I agree quickly, rubbing my hands together enthusiastically.Trisha leads us down the hall to a fairly large, mostly empty room. In the center is what appears to be a huge white box, with a set of stairs leading up to it.“Here it is, the flight simulator.”I grab Eve’s hand and practically drag her up the steps, grinning like an idiot. Seriously, I can’t believe how cool this is. We climb inside and my eyes are darting everywhere at once, taking in all of the controls in the small area, and the two cramped seats. “Oh shoot, I’m supposed to be starting another tour in five minutes. Are you two alright if I leave you alone?” “Uh yeah, if you’re sure that’s okay.” I certainly don’t want Trisha losing her job because I was dying to play in the flight simulator. “Absolutely, like I said, you’re the new golden boy.” Trisha gives me a wink before waving goodbye and leaving Eve and I alone. “Are you ready to see what this baby can do?” I ask, pointing Eve to one seat while I close the door and get settled into my own. “What’s going to happen?” Eve asks with a hint of nervousness in her voice. “I mean, this isn’t the thing that spins you around until you puke is it?” I bark out a laugh, remembering all too well the last time Eve and I went on a spinning ride together. I’d ended up covered in her vomit. Although, I can’t complain about how that day ended. “What are you thinking about with that sexy smirk?” She asks, her hand reaching out and caressing my arm. That’s when I remember that she’s not wearing panties. “I’m thinking about my sexy Angel, sitting over there in a skirt, without any panties on,” I answer gruffly. “It’s not a short skirt,” Eve defends herself with a glint in her eyes. “No, but the easy access is tempting as hell. Why don’t you climb up in my lap and we’ll try this thing out.” Eve shimmy’s over onto my lap without question. It’s ridiculously cramped but I’m not about to complain, especially when she grinds her ass against my erection. “If I remember correctly there was something about semi-public sex on that naughty list of yours wasn’t there?” I ask, slowly drawing a finger up the inside of her thigh. She shudders with pleasure and melts into me.“I can’t remember. If not, I think it’s an excellent addition.”“That’s my naughty angel.” My lips trail along the soft skin on her neck while my hands continue their exploration. Her legs fall open for me and I can’t deny that gives me a sense of primal satisfaction. She’s all mine. “Fuck baby, you’re so wet for me,” I groan against her neck, grinding my hard cock against her ass. “Asher, please,” she moans as my finger draws lazy circles against her clit, not fast enough to get her off, just enough to make her desperate to be filled by me. “Please what?” I lightly nip her shoulder before plunging my middle finger into her tight little pussy. “You want me to fuck you, sweetheart?” “Yes.” I give her a few more teasing thrusts with my finger before pulling it out and easing her off my lap so I can unzip my pants. “Can you turn around for me?” Eve manages to turn around, although I’ll admit it wasn’t graceful in the tight quarters, and then looks down at my hard cock with a hungry smile. She reaches down and wraps her delicate fingers around me, giving me a few firm strokes. “Fuck, that feels good baby.” “I know I don’t have any basis for comparison, but I’m pretty sure you have the greatest cock of all time.”That primal pride surges in my chest again. And, I also can’t help but notice how casually she said ‘cock’. She’s come such a long way in such a short time. She’s gone from the shy girl I met the day before classes started, to the beautiful, confident woman stroking my cock just right.I grab her hips and guide her down onto me, desperate to feel her hot pussy enveloping me. “Fuck Angel, I love your tight pussy,” I groan as she eases down onto me, until I’m buried balls deep in heaven. “It loves you, too.”I would laugh if I wasn’t so busy trying not to come embarrassingly soon. I lift her shirt to expose her bra, and then yank the lacy cups to the sides so I can lick her delicious, pink nipples. I tug one of her nipple rings between my teeth as she continues to roll her hips, rubbing her clit against me with each thrust. Her fingers thread through my hair and tug, telling me she wants it harder. I move my focus to her other nipple, so it doesn’t feel left out of course, and tug that nipple ring a little more firmly than the first.“Oh god, yes,” she cries out, riding me faster. My balls tighten and the hot tingling at the base of my spine warns of my impending eruption. Her pussy clamps down around my cock, and I swear I nearly forget my own name. Luckily Eve is kind enough to shout it repeatedly for me. I thrust my hips once more and then lose myself in her. “We just had sex in the flight simulator at NASA, that seems really bad ass,” Eve says once she catches her breath and fixes her clothes. I laugh as I zip my pants back up.“It really was. Now, I wonder if there’s a button on this thing to simulate hyper drive.”
A Sexy Nerd Boys Bonus Scene: Abby and Ethan’s Engagement
Thanks to the suggestion of a brilliant blogger I know I’m going to share some Sexy Nerd Boys bonus scenes from time to time on here. Here’s the first of hopefully many to come! Ethan and Abby’s engagement “Please tell me my surprise is something kinky.” I laugh, as I slap Ethan’s hand away from the blindfold he keeps trying to adjust so he can peek under.“You have such a one track mind,” I accuse, tugging him forward so I can steer him into the empty building, Ethan’s surprise. My stomach is tying itself in knots wondering what his reaction will be. Even more than that, what I’ve done is a huge commitment for us. This is at least as major as marriage.“Guilty. But, you have to admit, blindfolding me seems like it should lead to something kinky. In fact, if this isn’t kinky then I’m saving this blindfold for some light bondage later.”“Yeah, good luck getting me to agree to that.”“You forget how persuasive I can be.” His breath tickles the back of my neck and gives me goosebumps. He can be damn persuasive, that’s a fact. “Can I give you your surprise now, or do you want to keep up with all the raunch?” “Do I really have to choose?” He reaches out and pulls me against his chest. I don’t even try to resist. Why would I resist the sexy, amazing, love of my life kissing me any time he wants? His lips land on mine with a few teasing pecks and nips. “I love you,” he whispers against my lips.“I know,” I tease, pulling back and removing his blindfold. He blinks several times and looks around the empty room we’re standing in. His brow furrows as he tries to put the pieces together.“We’re at The Wookie? Why is it empty?”“Well, it used to be The Wookie,” I hedge. Ethan raises an eyebrow at me and I grab the paperwork off the bar and hold it out to him. “Once you sign these papers it’s our bar, and we can name it whatever we want.”“What?” Ethan takes the papers from my hands and reads them with a look of consternation on his face. I chew on the cap of the pen in my hand, waiting to hear what he has to say. “I don’t understand,” he finally says after reading through the paperwork several times.“I used the money I had from the accident to buy the bar. I didn’t spend all of it, but we will probably have to take out a loan to get everything up and running.” Ethan continues to frown, not the reaction I was hoping for. “This is our dream,” I reach out and touch his arm. “You spent all of your money on this?”“Well, not all of it.”Ethan gives me a ‘cut the shit’ look and I hold my hands up defensively.“This is too much Abby, for you to buy a bar like this, it’s too much.”“I don’t understand why it’s too much? I can spend my money on anything I want. And, now that we live together we’re sharing all of our bills, it’s joint money really.”“I mean, maybe if we were married or something…” he trails off.“Okay,” the word slips past my lips before I can think about it. Did I really just say ‘okay’ to getting married? Ethan’s head snaps up and his ice blue eyes burn with intensity.“What?”“Okay, let’s get married,” I say more firmly this time. “Oh no, hell no.” “What?” It’s my turn to be confused. “Nope, no, no, no.” He shakes his head as he puts the paperwork down on the bar and makes his way towards the exit.“Ethan, wait!”“No, I fully support all of your feminist dictates, but you are not going to take this from me.” He’s gone before I can figure out what he’s saying, let alone respond. I blow out a frustrated breath and gather the paperwork into a neat pile. I don’t technically need his signature, but I want this place to be as much his as it is mine, regardless who put up the cash for it. I kind of thought we were in this for the long haul, shared finances and all. I know it’s childish, but after the weird way Ethan and I leave things I decide to go to Lee and Nikki’s apartment, my old apartment, instead of home to Ethan. Once he decides to stop being such a jerk he can come find me. “What’s up sourpuss?” Lee asks when I barge in, grousing under my breath. “Your brother.” “Aw, did the lovebirds have a fight?” Nikki teases. I sigh and plop down on the couch. “I don’t even really know what he’s mad about. I, uh, bought The Wookie and when I took him over there to surprise him he kinda flipped out.” “I feel like I’m missing part of the story here,” Lee says, eyeing me suspiciously. I shrug, refusing to admit that I more or less proposed in the world’s least romantic fashion. “You guy’s will work it out, you’re meant for eachother,” Lee assures me with a kiss on the head. Nikki, Lee, and I spend the next few hours pigging out on junk food and watching chick flicks. As the sun starts to set Lee gets a text message. My heart beats faster hoping it’s Ethan. I look at my own phone and see no notifications. “Oh, I just remembered there’s supposed to be a meteor shower tonight, let’s go watch it from the roof,” Lee says suddenly. Nikki and I both look at her like she’s grown a second head. “What?” I didn’t even know this building has roof access. “Come on,” Lee urges, ignoring my questioning looks. Lee shuffles me up onto the roof and as soon as I’m through the door I stop in my tracks. Ethan stands under an archway decorated with white Christmas lights. “Ethan, What’s going on?” I ask, making my way towards him on shaky legs. A nervous smile plays on the corners of Ethan’s lips as he holds out a hand for me to take. As soon as I take his hand he pulls me forward and gently kisses my temple before tilting my head so I’m looking into his eyes. His Adam’s apple bobs as he swallows nervously and then lets out a shaky breath. “Red, I’m sorry I was a total dick earlier. I’ve been trying to work up to this for a little while now but I’ve been trying to think of the perfect thing to say. And, I’ve honestly been terrified you would turn me down flat. I’m still not sure exactly what to say and I’m hoping to hell you don’t say ‘no’.” A nervous bark of a laugh escapes his lips before he steps back just and inch and takes my hands in his. “What are you talking about?” My stomach is jumping with anticipation. I think I know what this is, but I don’t want to jump to conclusions. “I love you more than I ever thought possible, Red. You’ve changed my life, you’ve made me a better man.” He pulls a small, velvet box out of his pocket and drops to one knee. “Be my wife.” I let out a laugh, unshed tears burning my eyes. “Is that a question?” “Hell no,” Ethan says with another smile, offering the beautiful solitaire ring up to me. I take it from his hands and notice an engraving inside of the band. Together… I raise my eyebrows in question and Ethan stands, holding his left hand out for me to look at. On the side of his ring finger is a fresh tattoo. …Or not at all. “You are such a nerd, I fucking love you.” He slips the ring onto my finger and pulls me against him for a bone melting kiss. “I fucking love you back.”
Impossible Girl (Sexy Nerd Boys 2.5) Sneak Peak
I’m excited to finally share with you all a sneak peak of Dex and Remy’s story! Impossible Girl (Sexy Nerd Boys, 2.5) will be released in June. Cover design was done by Mae’s Wicked Grafix. Click HERE to see her facebook page! And now here’s the first chapter of Impossible Girl (final edits not done so please excuse any errors) 🙂
Chapter 1 Remy “Ugh, fuck me,” I groan to myself. I press my palms to my eyelids, silently willing the hangover to recede. “Been there, done that,” The naked man lying beside me says with a smirk. I try to recall his name. Mark, Mike, Matt? Who the fuck cares anyways. He was exceptionally awkward and unskilled in bed. And, I am certainly not interested in a repeat. I peel myself away from him and snatch my clothes up off of the floor. “Why are you in such a rush sweetcheeks? Come back to bed, we can have another go before I have to get to class.” He waggles his eyebrows at me suggestively while I swallow back the bile rising in my throat. “I’m all set, thanks,” I mutter as I pull my clothes on quickly and scurry out of his bedroom. I’m met with several pairs of eyes as I descend the stair of the frat house. Oh the walk of shame. Although, honestly, it’s not so bad when you’re not actually ashamed. “Morning boys.” I shoot a flirty smile at each of the three guys. “Oh Rem, not Mitch, I’m heartbroken,” One of the guys jokes. Mitch that was his name. “Sorry, Jake, you’ll just have to try your luck with me at the next party.” I wink at him before sauntering out of the house. Slut, whore, skank, easy. You name it I’ve heard it. My favorite is when girls whisper it behind my back as though I can’t hear, or I don’t know that having casual sex with random guys makes me worthy of gossip. But, why the hell are guys allowed to have random sex but girls are ‘dirty’ if they do? I honestly don’t care. Because, I learned one thing at a young age: if you want guys to notice you, then appeal to their hormones. Granted, this has gotten me attention from plenty of guys who turned out not to be worth my time. But, I have a solution for that, too; don’t get emotionally involved. It’s a bullshit double standard is what it is. And, I’m breaking through that glass ceiling, one random hook up at a time. When you get down to it we’re animals with needs and there’s nothing wrong or unnatural with fulfilling your primal desires. If anything, there’s something unnatural with monogamy. It doesn’t work, at least not that I’ve ever seen. Take my mom for example. She thought that she fell in love when she was seventeen, next thing she knows she’s knocked up and alone because the dude took off before she could even say ‘call me’. That’s dear old dad. I’ve never actually met the guy. But, I did met husbands one through four, all of whom lasted no longer than 18 months. So, when girls get all misty eyed over guys who they just ‘love so much’…I think I’ll pass. *****I shield my eyes and look up at the enormous brick building looming before me, taunting me. ‘you’re a moron’ the uppity building snears. I roll my eyes, I need to get my shit together. I hold my head up high and force myself forward. I avert my gaze from the words on the side of the building, Tutoring Center. Stop judging me.I reach for the door handle I stop myself and consider turning around and going home. Maybe it won’t be the end of the world if I fail calculus. I mean, sure I won’t be able to complete my degree requirements for microbiology. And, my dreams will be shattered. But, surely that would be better than admitting I’m too stupid to pass the class without a tutor wouldn’t it? My phone buzzes in my pocket.Nikki: Don’t chicken out, tons of people get tutoring. You’ve got this.I can’t stop the smile that spreads across my face. Remy: How did you know I was about to turn around and go home?Nikki: twintuition ;)I tuck my phone back in my pocket and clutch the door handle forcefully. I can’t disappoint Nikki, my twin sister and the only person in the world I actually care about. I’ve often envied my sister for being a lesbian. Wait, that came out wrong. What I mean is that she seems to have found the girl of her dreams. And, they’re going to go off and get married and I’ll be all alone. I’m not bitter. “How can I help you?” I’m greeted by the cheery middle aged woman behind the reception desk as soon as I step into the air conditioned building. It’s September in Colorado and it’s still hot as balls outside. I’m wearing a tank top and barely there shorts and am still covered in sweat from my short walk to campus. “I need a calculus tutor,” I say with a blush. I gnaw at my bottom lip as she begins to type on her computer, presumably trying to find me a tutor. Or posting on facebook about how stupid I am. “You’re in luck, I have a tutor who’s actually available right now if you’d like,” She announces with a smile. I nod once. “Alright, just head to the second floor and you want the second door on the left. Ask for Dexter.” “Thank you.” I find the stairs and head to the second floor. When I reach the second door on the left I pause outside the door and wrestle with myself again. Do I really need to do this? So I failed the first exam, maybe if I just study harder for the second exam tutoring won’t be necessary at all.Just as I’m about to turn around and leave the door swings open and a wall of muscle just about bowls me over. “Whoa where’s the fire,” I snap as strong hands reach out to steady me. “Oh shit, Sorry darlin’.” The deep southern drawl kicks up my heart rate and I look up to see who this man is who just nearly ran me over.His blond hair is messy like he’s been running his hands through it, his eyes are chocolate brown and filled with remorse. His strong jaw is covered with stubble. He’s built solid like a brick wall and his strong jaw is like something out of a western. Like a real live cowboy. Yee-haw. “Damn, you must be a long lost Hemsworth brother.”I look up at him through my eyelashes and stick my chest out so my cleavage is on full display. Come on cowboy, you know you want this. He chuckles at me and takes a step back running a hand through his already tangled mane of hair. “Were you looking for someone darlin’?” Looking for someone? Absolutely. I’ve been looking for someone as dead sexy as him my entire life. Given the proper amount of time I could absolutely blow his mind. I lick my lips and take a step closer to him again. “In the math tutoring department?” He clarifies. Oh, damn, I forgot I actually came here for a reason other than to pick up a sexy cowboy to ride all day long. “Oh, yes. I was looking for Dexter.”“Actually, I prefer Dex.” He extends a hand and I take it awkwardly. Great, like I’m going to be able to learn a damn thing from sexy cowboy man. “Is this a bad time? Were you on your way out?” That would be perfect then I could leave and never, ever come back. “Actually, I was just in desperate need of a caffeine fix.” “Oh, well, I certainly understand the urgency of your exit then.” He chuckles and runs his hand through his hair again. I have the desperate urge to run my own hands through his hair. “I certainly wouldn’t object to some coffee.” “Perfect, let’s go get some coffee and discuss your tutoring needs.” He places his hand on the small of my back to lead me out and heat spreads through my body. Dex It’s been three years and two months since I made a commitment to change my ways. And, it really wasn’t all that difficult until this moment. I honestly thought I was a changed man. But, now that I’ve seen this gorgeous vixen, plucked straight from a fantasy world, I realize it wasn’t that it had been easy to change. I hadn’t been truly tempted until this moment.The moment I laid eyes on her long black hair, her deep melted chocolate eyes, soft tan skin, and petite frame all I could think of doing is throwing her over my shoulder and taking her to my apartment to have my way with her. And, if her looks aren’t enough she’s making it abundantly clear that she’d be down for a good time with her flirtatious comments and seriously eye fucking me. Damn it, I need to get it together. I can’t throw everything away for some gal I just met. No matter how unbelievably gorgeous she is or how badly she wants it. I can’t. “I didn’t catch your name before darlin’,” I say as we slide into plush seats in the trendy coffee place that is just around the corner from the tutoring center.She shoots me another seductive smile and takes a sip of her coffee making sure to lick her lips nice and slowly afterwards.Holy mother of god, my dick is now straining against my zipper wondering what those lips would feel like wrapped around it. Focus damn it. I clear my throat and take a sip of my black coffee. “Remy,” She says finally. Remy, for some reason that fits her. It’s sexy and spunky. “So Remy,” I try out her name and her pupils dilate with lust. “What subject were you looking for tutoring in.” She blushes and looks around as though she’s afraid people will hear that she’s seeking tutoring. “Calculus,” She says after a minute, avoiding my gaze.“Calculus is a difficult class there’s no reason to be embarrassed for needing help,” I assure her.She chews on her bottom lip anxiously. I want to reach over and lick it all better.I shake these thoughts away. I think I’ve officially reached my celibacy limit. “I usually like to start by having you bring me your recent homework so we can look over where you might be struggling. You can also bring any practice problems you’ve been working on so I can get a sense of where we need to focus.” She nods once still looking embarrassed. “Okay, when are you available next?” She asks.I open up the calendar on my phone to check my schedule. “I can do Tuesday at noon, does that work for you?” “Yeah, that sounds perfect.” Her phone buzzes and she pulls it out to read a text message. I can’t help but glance at her screen as well.Nikki: Bad Wolf grand opening tonight, love youShe types by just the letter ‘K’ and then puts her phone back away.“Sorry about that.” She takes another sip of her coffee and then meets my gaze again finally. “So what’s your major Dex?” “Theoretical physics,” I answer and watch her eyes bug out in surprise. I love that reaction, it’s the one I always get when I tell people my major. “Surprised?” “I guess I just didn’t know that theoretical physicists could be so sexy. I pegged you more as a cowboy,” She says with a giggle and then twirls a strand of her hair around one finger.I can’t help but laugh at the blatant flirting. “What’s so funny?” “Sorry, it’s just…” I look down and try to choose my words carefully. “You’re a beautiful woman and it’s just kind of funny that you think you need to try so hard to be attractive.” Her eyes flash with annoyance. “I have to go,” She says standing up quickly.Damn, I pissed her off.“I’m sorry darlin’, I didn’t mean to offend you,” I try to apologize.“No, it’s fine. I’ll just see you on Tuesday at noon.” She gives me a fake smile and then turns to sauter out swaying her hips in an all too enticing manner.
